Whimsy

 No, no sister.  I'm Being considered as a "Baroness" over there.

I hope Montaign knows that I waited for 3 years for him to return to me and tell me that he still loves me and to run away to Vegas and get married.  He never returned.  I was catfished by a criminal from the PI who was at least 35 years older than me and older than both my Mom and Dad.  The cops let me know that I was of age.  I tole them, I can still get this asshole on something.

And then I was reversecatfished and pressured to be in a relationship I KNEW I should never enter.  But I realized that either way - damned if i do, damned if i don't.  I was trapped by my own lies.  The pinoy after him was so the german doesn't try to kill me like he always does.  And my old partner?  My best friend, but I would never let him call me his girlfriend.  Why?  Both he and I are already married to others.

I would've given you the rest of my days, Montaign, if it weren't for stalkers, harassers, and haters doing everything to destroy me and ruin me.

Never wanted anyone after you.  So please never say I never loved you.  Had you only known.  Moreover, I kept silent out of courtesy to the woman you're with and your kid.

I've been a pariah since I am 24 and hated by everyone around me.

No, I appreciate your cruelty.  I learned hard lessons that way.  But mostly, to never let you into my world.

~emmaruth